help me

Yeah, I can never get a hold, Then i decide to mold, Never getting sold, Letting my life stay, Never getting pay day, You always obay, But i can find i way, I still got a mind, Not going to go blind, thoughts again, What do you say again, Living on my bends, Looking at trends, Sends again, Not curing you, Never get new shoes, Regret the thing i do, Go for a swing, Got this bling, I cant sing, Not gonna grant, Ive never fought before, Ive never saw you, What you gonna do, I can get through, See you later, I will rap later, shout to hand, Handstand,