BANK (23:51)

stuck out in the cold. fuck. im. to old. for this shit. been. sleeping in. a shed. two foamies on a sheet of plywood just so low. so cold. came from a broken mold. or. you could say a broken home. never. can seem to. keep. my shit together. even tho i know better. used to be a go getter. now. the only thing im getting. is. that next hit so. im not dope sick. tell my bitch. shes got to. start pulling. tricks. sick of the gutter. sick of the cold. the hunger. the pain. thats in my bones. thepain. you can. hear it. in my throat. everytime i speak. feels like. ima choke. so. this is what i. got to say. stick too the. weed. you dont need nothing sronger. for me. went from the grean to. sniffin thecoke. then. cooking up rock. intell. rolled my firstbiwl. of meth. now i look back back. like. wherethefuck did. those. 12 years. go. but. ive been stuck. for. so long. disnt take long. i was sticking needles in my arm. now. its all about the heroin. i mean the phent. spend all my money. on dope canteven pay therent. no help. from family or freindes. onlybecause. i. have non left. but. this isnt me. need to getclean. so sick of being helpless. to this drug. just. needsomeone to push. and. give me a shove. kick mein theright direction. because. ive hit bottom. and. i. need my head above water. got to think of my lil girl. so fucked up. all the time somtimes. forget. i even got a daughter. im just praying. i can. kick this shit. quit for. good. and. start stacking. papper. bcs ihave all the potential to make it. just gotto reach out abd take it. no time to fake it. but ATM. im freezing wrapped up. in five. blankents. can see my breath itsso cold but. notasold as the life ive been living. justgive it up and go for gold. like. im almost thiry years old. this. isnt how. my lifewas sapost to go. but. it. made me who i am. just lost sight of reality. and. who. the real me was. anyway. this my story fuck. u. stay in school. get a job. and never look back. pce.