i was honest

I was honest i was truthful i did everything i could to be useful, Now I've lied and I've cheated i don't know if i can beat it, i really hope you don't leave me and i know that you don't need me, so i doubt you'll keep me, Oh i was honest i was truthful i did everything I could to be useful now my head and heart are in a duel, and i can't stop myself from acting like a fool, one more fuckin thing might make me lose my cool... but thats cool, I swear that i need you, baby I'd never leave you, but now I've betrayed you my heart exploding like a grenade too, i fucked up and now anyone could take you, it really is too late hmm