#Alienated #CoffeeIsLife #Coffeekeepsmegoing #Idontfitin #Suicideawareness #EmilySue #Bullied #UFOS #Aliens #Lackingconfidence #Rapfameapp #Girlrapper #Thetruthisoutthere #Contestsong #MochaMamma #SoddySaVAGeS #Female #New #2021 #FYP #Mothership #Depressed #Original #SoddY #Never #Abused #Deathpoetry #Abuse #Cyberbullying #Broken #Wearenotalone I feel so alienated, walking down these halls, Everyone congregating, (I don't exist at all) I got a pass to leave class early, dodging the bullies, it hurts when they diss me, and I don’t know if they’ll ever miss me. May as well take my life. Be death to all sounds. Wasn't so bad until the day it got loud. You said we could be friends once after class, You asked (Can you help me in English and math?) And I was excited, thought that I had a win, went home and told my moms that I made a friend, but when I approached you inside of the hall, you laughed, and pretended you didn't know me at all. You took advantage of someone not from this planet, I called the mothership because I couldn’t stand it. I fell to the ground and I started to cry, Not a single ufo was up in the sky. I plead to god, but he didn’t reply. I feel so alone, no cap, I'm Ready to die. (Chorus X 2) I used to have friends K through six. Seven through eight was a little bit mixed. Nine through twelve, we'll that's been hell If your hearing this mix then it didn't end well. The therapist says its hormones, that I’m gonna get passed it, But I cant get passed you pulling my skirt and showing my ass bitch. I cant get passed the things that you said, called me an orphan cus my parents are dead. You've pulled my hair, shoved my face into walls, told people it's okay, (shes a neanderthal) You can't even leave this shit for school, you follow me home on Facebook, my gram, & snap. Every time you hit me, I don’t hit back, mentally Ive snapped, My whole worlds turning black. I can’t escape reality, I try to block you out, but every time I do, you come at me with a new account. You say this shit so much, its stuck in my head. (Just do it. You should already be dead.) Ill make my bed, eternally be sleeping in it. A cosmic explosion out of this world, to put me into the silence of space, and out of this underworld. Aint much to do then, just to do it, You should know it's too late to apologize for the shit that you've done, Because if you’re hearing this, it’s too late, you already won. (Chorus X 2) I used to have friends K through six. Seven through eight was a little bit mixed. Nine through twelve, we'll that's been hell If your hearing this mix then it didn't end well. I hope you realize the extent of what you did, I’ll never grow old, I’ll never have kids, I’ll never have a job, I’ll never have friends, Never find love, or reach my full potential, I was at max capacity, and you fucked up my mental, If we were in different places, this could have been you. Maybe next time you will think shit through, I must have been perfect in your eyes, since it was your Intent to torture me until I died. It went too far; I couldn’t be saved. My last wish Is an inscription on top of my grave. Here lies Emily Sue, died at 16, persecuted & abused. I’m not the only extraterrestrial that was hanging around, You might not spot them, they hide in the crowds, They all aren't weak like me, we all come from different galaxies, Venusian, Martian, little green men, but disguised as human. (Chorus X 2) I used to have friends K through six. Seven through eight was a little bit mixed. Nine through twelve, we'll that's been hell. If your hearing this mix then it didn't end well.