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I had uncles as Father figure that Jehovah's witness boy well versed in the Scriptures funny How I grew up mad at religion. I was raised right learning to do wrong on my own. Left God in his zone I beg to be healed of this self inflicted demons maybe i'm too scared to speak in your presence too foolish to speak of his essence gods excellence, My life a perfect picture looks like I lost the faith seeking the fate i'm steady knocking on hells own gate people say they know me well thats true yet have no clue of dark secrets that'll bury you. average cos I seen what the mean do. Devil would be wowed to see what the living do God would be so sick of his people so fucc your Epistles and where its leading you. all I see is the hypocrisy, the ridicule beliefs waxing Stronger although I feel like his second coming taking longer. qoute me a verse or 2 from the good book tell me what to look to last year I lost two sisters year before a baby brother Forgive me if I dont feel your truth Of the lies I was made to listen to of preachers on a tv booth I'm not mad, although I question sanity. whats it gone take to live happily? family, money, vanity vanity. last night I said a prayer few words to my maker. I know its foolish That I choose to stay silent please Jehovah lead the way. and mostimes I tell you I'm changed person but I'm not please Jehovah lead the way I forget you in my highest this drugs make me feel Like i'm his highness please Jehovah lead the way. i say its okay when its not i Try to act like i'm strong i feel so sad when I do this wrongs please Jehovah lead the way