thinkin on bck too ehen i was young i never questioned my mom's love.. I wish I would've spent more time with mama before she passed but I was a hurt n angry kid who grew up and learned the hard way the struggle my sweet but savage mama went thru. I love and miss you mama I hope I can have the strength and courage and iron will to show raise my boys and hopefully show my sons how to survive but save them some of the pain and heartache of the savage life. but no matter what happens I will tell my kids when they r older of how thier grandma Always made it somehow and how her last words were...you have two handsome boys..mary protect those boys and raise them to have a better life.. raise them boys... I said I love you and she made me promise to never go back to their dad who was taking us down a bad road. and when I told her I was gonna date women she had the biggest smile and said ok!! I love you and I'll see you in the morning. but she never was able to breathe on her own and those were the last words of my awesome and tough mother. rip Linda Marie Dobson I miss n love you mama..hope I kept my word even though my mistakes.