my problem

my problem is myself i should keep you a trophy on the shelf struggling and battling the demons within myself tryna open up more your heart is beatrn up an tore i dpnt know how u can take me anymore the feelingx of losing you an walking out the door my mind wrecked and my self i regret its not you its me tryna give you this key to set you free stuggling with the person i wanna be tryna open my eyes up and truly see appreciate everything arpund me my family is where i wanna be fuck everything i was doing fuck everything i was saying fall tp my knee begging for you please why did i ever lie that shit aint set me free goes against everything i ever wanted to be waking up next to you having great sex with you i promised forever i promise ill be better long walks pn the beach hold you tight in cold weather promising tomorrow will be better i love you and want you forever your soul is truly beautiful and i am such a fool how could i ever get better no more lies no more tears from your eyes never wanna see you cry asking why god why cant wait for this to pass us by hold you head up high baby imma show you imma really try