ya know I got Hope's nd dreams I want ya close to me I got my sisters but I want my bros with me I want my folks to see where ever they living that they mean da most to me fuck all these bitches cus they just some hoes to me fuck all these niggas that think that they bros to me when they didnt grow with me do not get close to me if you didn't know my mom do not get close to me once you see that my city is putting me on I got her ghost with me helping me grieve helping me see everything that I can be I got a quote from a king I got a dream that she still see everything we gotta link it gets stronger if i drink how I end up at this sink looking inside of a mirror trynna compare us i swear that i hear her I swear it gets clearer everytime that I do it feeling like I am about to lose it now I just stick to my music if u not family u seeing deuces stop with da drinking nd started thinking about all my nephews nd nieces nd about all their feelings but this how I am feeling knowing they missing nana I hate da drama I hate to feel it that shit is a bother knowing my brother a father without his mama I cant even picture lil AJ saying nana or picture lil NJ with a baba seeing they grandmother got em thank god that they even got fathers also feel bad for denise only 2 outta 3 gunna know how it feels for her to watch em