playin battleship with my demons while I load up for kamikaze drivin wasted at night afraid of what's inside of me there's these sides to me that I never knew if I get the chance to kill them it's on sight drivin through darkness with tunnel vision but I see the lights it's lonely wasting my life I need to fight but im too scared my innocence I sacrificed for one slice of less pain payed the price and got no change switched lanes got hit head on built a prison with no bond I can't move on cause what's ahead of me is long gone I can see my dreams slowly suffocating filled with promises I never kept life passin by but I need to rest hit rock bottom, broke in to pieces I lost myself pickin up but some left me scarred they won't fit find a way to survive cause I could've died in that fall takin pills, I dont know what they are I just wanna be happy why can't I be happy I dont need to change I just need better can't breath in this fuckin weather my self esteem getting hit around like fucking teather get so mad I wanna kill whoever try to write but I'm bleedin all over this fuckin letter stubborn rotten to the core won't let it go until I'm dead forever till my body hit the my b