Misery (Happy) MHmmmm Mhmmmmm Mhmmmmm I try to be the best that I can be Loving everything inside of me But all that I can really see Is that I don’t want to believe That everything I been through is wrong Lord you know I’m going under I’m the strongest that I know and I’m strong And I just want to be me There’s something inside of myself Tell me I aint nobody else I got this love in me I got this hole in me Lord come give me some help Because all I really want to do Is be beside you And all I really can see Is that you ain’t loving me I just want to be happy I just want to be fr-ree Ain’t no reason to believe That I ain’t going to be nothing Getting everything that I want Getting everything I like Lord you know it’s strife And I’m gonna get it right I was wrong when I said you were down And I knew I wanted you around I couldn’t understand it now But now that it is out I can’t find a seam of happy ‘Cuz misery be loving my company I’m so depressed you can’t see me Though I’m smiling, I’m crying on the inside Running away from something I can’t hide Feeling this hurt deep down inside Can’t you see it Can’t you believe in me ‘Cuz lord I can’t find my way And I need you to save me This is where I want to be And I know I can’t beat it I just really want to be me I just really want to be free I need you to believe Believe inside of me Hold me now when I’m down Give me love because I’m out of it My cup ain’t full, it’s half grown And I’m half gone Giving everything I can Falling because I can My love on the inside is gone The love I used to have baby You just understand I can’t see Got this all these type of different sides of me I’m bipolar just try to understand me One minute I’m up Next moment I’m down Can you see what I see ‘Cuz I want you around I be hurting on the inside lately I can’t find my way it’s crazy This Raja that I really wanted to see I just want to be me I just want to be happy I just want to be fr-ree Ain’t no reason to believe That I ain’t going to be nothing Getting everything that I want Getting everything I like Lord you know it’s strife And I’m gonna get it right