how can love when you can't love your self Im all I can be Im kinda falling down ya you left I cried it made me scream and now You haunt me in my dreams and now I hate my own reflection So I dont look in his direction where are you at I found the knife you left in my back no time for explanation my life is like a car crash you've taken control of me you got this hold on me cant just forget all the things that you stole from me wish every day that you didn't let go of me look to the sky's but he don't ever notice me damn its only me wish I had friends who would care to watch over me now I just smile and I laugh uncontrollably can not believe that you left me so hopelessly fuck you Im just a burden starting to think that my life has no purpose