thankful for the times I didn't end up dead grew up in the slums living off the government never knew where my next meal was coming from sleeping on bags of clothes but at least I has a home struggle all I know never giving up keep the fight alive im never out of hope raised my kids right kept them out of sight never let them think it's okay to pick a fight going back and forth between life and death praying to the lord to get me out this mess they say my name out loud I wanna see me sweat but I ain't giving up the war until my flesh is dead thoughts drive me crazy forgot to take my medication about to lose control do it with no hesitation popping xannies daily take away the rage demons in my head drive my ass insane please dont take me lightly my life is filled with pain lessons I've learned keep me out a cage two queens on the track we blowing up the page everyday we out grinding and everyday we getting paid