I can't sing but this shit hits home. We have all lost way to many loved ones far to soon! N sadly there wasn't anything we could do to help or change it! Thier pain was too deep from years of hiding it! By the time we knew it was too late! He was her second love Her first was with the drugs she had an unconditional love With the garbage that made her numb Been dropped by everyone That was suppose to pick her up They only put her down n pushed her towards a dark and tainted love few years passes by and she can see the damage done She goes to turn n run but her demons are quick n eventually gonna catch up plus she doesnt wanna feel n it's the way she learned to cope so she embraces it warmth the only feeling shes ever felt As the liquid mixes with the blood And her heart beat starts to slow It never lasts long enough so she needs to get more dope she could never keep a job needs a new means for the dough so she starts turning trixs and fucking dealers in motels she wants to give it all up Everytime she does a shot she prays she never wakes up yet somehow she always does till one day she on the block arrestted in possession of the one who stole her soul n won't let it go n now she wearing 2 sets of cuffs 6 months later she released with a new hope shesssss found her worth n knows what she deserves so shes putting herself first but she gets too comfortable craves the tastes of forbidden lov i bet she never thought it would be her last one or maybe she just finally gave up cause she couldn't handle life without masking pain that the past has done His love was never enough to be her number one don't be the second love if her first is not herself