I sit down chill with ,all the thought in my head about my life ,I stress about well I for fill my dreams and , stay in the way of the new life being able to see it threw let no one ,bring me down and. make..me feel outta..place , as I see the way of world is at my door for the way I am in so many test"es with please Society,as many people talk behind my back ,but can't have any balls say it in my face , , I wont let no one .bring me down or put my name in shame that I am not be the. blame ,I'm stay on top of my life and ,ride for my self , whether I have anyone by my side, or be down for me or see the way of my problem's ,I Dont need any stress instead Im be bless ,I'm already in test with life and got too much ,on my mine and I have to stay strong work hard to the new life and a better life ,I'm ride with my own life with or with my boy , but it is algood I keep it gee and hood , why I have some mush in mine I feel ,I want loose control and , act bad . I feel like I'm being played in my head , I done with , all the drama with people who are ,,not with me instead I feel that there against me .. , I am going on with my life be at my best to the life I make it !!!