beat down broke down like a classic automotive all this pain and emotion i drown in a bottlo of remy martin i cant show it lately ive been smoking on sum thrax i cant even numb it so i started doing other drugs just too see if they helo stol my misery and i pray to god alwYs and ask him too look over me an my madre an my brother came out the mud alone crawlimg i rafely leave my house unless there money callin i want tok share my wealth and help psoplenout cause in there eyes it looks like im ballin but i ain im not dont let these hoes in your business they all tryna plot they want to drain you of all your funds and everyday she hopes you in a box u got too much potentiall too stop bht your the best mom j already asmited that i was a street nigga an ah Dodie slanger my shottas pull up on your block an put your life in danger maybe just 11 blocks too the east is where tha jackas hangout momm stay asking me who r all these ppl i feel like i got super powersnlike super man i can use my thermal vision too see you but i forget let me think oh j remember now i really want to put niggas on the pave then you can finally tell your homies you paved the way i dont get half the zhit you speak about or say maybe j should give up an die today kr to kght j really dont know anymore lifs is.foggy and will make you feel blimd just take your time Nd realize that lifenwill gjve u good an bad tjmes they sre jjstnalile i would never betrey my fanily not any day of the week or nighti have accepted god into my life now i pray and hope that my mom succednshe taught me how too hustle and nevwr left me alome she had me since a newbirn i only has one real job fast food js a fraud i got too much pride to be disrepected by a im that nigg thatif i dont kno u i barely talk life is hard so hope on the shit and the plank ill walk