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07 Feb 2021

Death dont come easy grittin from the night too the even the streets is callin ive done fought my demons no more late nights alone screaming no more louding up clips and guttin bricks scales of fish bag then flim streets is slick i mamage daily not too slip feet was up in the trap then i had to stand on all ten seen through the foggy lense broke amends with fake friends in salty waters with sharks i cant swim i was waiting on a better day had to get to it and make a way constant destruction of my mind and existence never thought i would sweff with god an find forgiveness always asking when can u take me aways too a better place life aint what it seems dont let the reality in front of you stray away no one.ever told me i better pray somehow the lord still brings me back home to my loved ones everyday cant think almighty enough aint wnough words in my vocabulary yet too describe everything i want too say i woke up and realized my momma need me i cant leave this place your smile and laugh mamma is the inly thing left in this life that makes me want too say aimt talked to my son in months i hide the hurt slipping into depression daily trying to fight it i wipe the mud off and stand back up everytime i fall in that dirt no explanation i ever got on why you left me hurt or why i couldn't see it sooner pain is still lingering i will always hurt its been this way since birth my cup still filled bottle of pills trafficking still not talking about about on the roadway long nights long days months turn to years and time fades it seems that the hands of time break i just pray i see better days tired of wanting the lord to take me away too a better place i cant rest in paradise until i make sure my people straight

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4 years ago

Death dont come easy grittin from the night too the even the streets is callin ive done fought my demons no more late nights alone screaming no more louding up clips and guttin bricks scales of fish bag then flim streets is slick i mamage daily not too slip feet was up in the trap then i had to stand on all ten seen through the foggy lense broke amends with fake friends in salty waters with sharks i cant swim i was waiting on a better day had to get to it and make a way constant destruction of my mind and existence never thought i would sweff with god an find forgiveness always asking when can u take me aways too a better place life aint what it seems dont let the reality in front of you stray away no one.ever told me i better pray somehow the lord still brings me back home to my loved ones everyday cant think almighty enough aint wnough words in my vocabulary yet too describe everything i want too say i woke up and realized my momma need me i cant leave this place your smile and laugh mamma is the inly thing left in this life that makes me want too say aimt talked to my son in months i hide the hurt slipping into depression daily trying to fight it i wipe the mud off and stand back up everytime i fall in that dirt no explanation i ever got on why you left me hurt or why i couldn't see it sooner pain is still lingering i will always hurt its been this way since birth my cup still filled bottle of pills trafficking still not talking about about on the roadway long nights long days months turn to years and time fades it seems that the hands of time break i just pray i see better days tired of wanting the lord to take me away too a better place i cant rest in paradise until i make sure my people straight

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