#brb Heaven? Is there a heaven beyond the sky when I die will I grow wings and fly? I mean why believe when there's none to been seen I can't imagine it being true outside of the movies screen, angels glow bright so they say, hells just a place you go if you disobey but I got an open mind, so show me if its true gimme a sign my souls cold blue give me your eyes take away mine cos If you look in to my eyes what do you see? A lost boy inside of a man tryna find my way asking will I ever be free of these fucking dreams haunting me, just try to picture what I see, my mum laying on a bedroom bed why won't she breathe, paramedics saying its to late, its time for us to take her away but she's not ready to leave, but why should I care she left me in a kids home wasn't around to watch me grow n that's why I didn't think I'd this much greive so many things untold so many things I'll never get to say, so much on my chest but I'll save that for another day, but at least I know your with my sister and I know how hard it was for us both when she got taken away at a yung age n I know how much you missed her, guess you've reunited, untill it's my time ill keep going n keep that Neilson fire ignited tryna come to my senses but a fucking purfue has more cense told em I'd always be a hazard being left with questions never gonna be answered I was just trying find my balance felt like I was captured life constantly going backwards till I found the rap game and got a flow and mastered come back and broke backs off these bastards aha how's that for setting standards, looking back now I'm thankful for every breath that was given just to keep me living every second turn to minute's didn't treat life like a game I treated it like a compition one minute I'm winning next thing I'm missing