family

i dont know where to begin its like the city changed directions and the thoughts inside my head collide inside the intersections i know i need help but fuck an intervention all i need is for the people that i love to pay attention im attentive and here my family whispering im the subbject of a fuckin blood sake that doesnt mention me unintentionally i riot on the memories of dad and mom fighting in the livingroom right in front of me and i keep living flawlessly its not my fault and im old enough to see the future is just waiting to swollow me i love my family and hope my brothers and sister follow me and dont see a fuckin image of a hollow me i love life and dont intend to waste it i jist want to wake up to the fruits and fuckin taste it im pacing to the finish line i wont give up on you your always on my mind ps my love for you is bracelet