Seeping in tragedy Dragon loose Wild in my mind And I don’t know what to do Lost in the depths Of my mental unrest Feelin tested And bested Twisted up inside I’m a mess What Trying hard In this life of trials Assume what you will But I’m ill Hiding out in the tunnels of my mind And I just can’t escape My life The past haunts like a ghost Yeah it strangles and chokes Me inside Yeah I’m breathing But I’m barely alive Obsessed with death Feelin nothing And I’m dying inside I’m connin myself Into feeling alright Runnin myself Through the motions Lost in the wild Deep in the ocean Of these fears and I’m fighting Scrapping everyday Just to stay alive Look at myself And I wanna die But here I am, smiling They don’t even know That I’m lost I’m dead inside But there it is Yeah that’s life Wearing masks to keep It together When we’re barely alive Anxious about it all Wishin some days I could end it all But I can’t so I stand here Trying too hard Not to fall The past it holds me in a cage Of self hate I wish I could get out just can’t escape The words that I say to myself Deep into my thoughts Yeah that’s all I got Wishin I could be someone else Some days wondering Why the hell did it have to be this way