Thank God

I'm feeling the strain,from too much rain,I can't pray for a drought,cause the world feeds on my pain lll it's a shame,I know not what I need,so I pray to have strength,to proceed,meanwhile on Earth I still smoke not enough weed to make it through sane,the repetative cycles driving me insane,I hope I make it to Heaven one day,Ill stand and say thank you God I made it,you gave me strength of two dads,its their strength and yours heavenly father thats kept my faith,so pure At times I might be bothered,but no weapon formed aginst me has broken your armor,but my breastplate isnt righteous like without your love and apparel,I couldn't be a farmer,without your grace,lifes ferrell,I loved a woman named Carol, and had a kid, worse case scenario,Our daughter is beautiful,inside and out,her mom beautiful outside no heart for me,barely any respect flove my daughter from her head down to her feet,shes got my heart,her moms looks,I hope, she's blessed in life,like a millionaire getaway crook and Im so lucky even though everything went wrong,cause I am still in life as of yet,roll on,thank you God for putting my show on I made alot of bad decisions but Im not a mistake, that's living I made some foolish marks in life,where I could've used prayer and more persision,ive for too long,been giving what I get which is hell,you came into my heart,and Im in and out of jail,they wolf pack my tail,till I catch another charge,92 days before bail, your my father can you show me how to use your mighty armor I can't fight this fight anymore,my heart hurts like a profit in anguish,how could I blame this,on anyone except me cause in my youth,I didn't want to see.We reep what we sew thank God hes got my soul,so I carry a sword like your truth.Its binded around my heart,tightening my game,just like a half hitch not a noose,at times it might look heavy,but your ca