broken heart.

It aint easy. it neva was. who told you tht that life is easy. let me open the doorway to ma soul. The reason why you dont understand me. Cos I got crazy overtime and you will know what i mean. I have Look I have worked a mile. I had learned one thing about life I used to look inda faces of fake smiles please everybody except me. I always stood at back. even though I wasn't last. I wuld give dem all ma best. Define love selfless. So much That i give expecting nothing in return. My love has always been careless wit no tags. Treat Everybody equal. I wuld chain up ma soul just to bring justice. give you peace all the love that you eva need. I have broken on ma heart. disregard all signs that i see. I wanet to won you over wit love. but it didn't stop no you neva learn a lesson now i cannot stop. This is who i am a man A man tht gon lov dont like the way i had been cursed. people use to take advantage they dont dont see the hurt. Forgive and forget that how ama roll tu the end. Everybody think they know. But they dont know da reason I seen people push me away i needed the most. treat me like an outcast thats why I bcame the ghost. I asked GOD one thing though that he giv me all the power form the heveans So I could pour out all his glory on all these sinners. they are the ones that took me in I neva chose da niggers. I felt blessed when no one cared. When everybody look down on me. God ordered the world so they look at me.ì what do you see If it had not been for true love. I be dead long ago living is too much. I was long in da depths of hell. in da deep darkest pit. I thought tht i had real brothers. Now i see they care less if ma soul was bound chained up by the devil. crucify me now. now i understand i aint from dis damn world. that why i got everybody hating on me dog. No fake nigger here ama world class killer. I got nothing bfore I die. they use to say tht i wuld neva change. But now you see da evidence now i got people chanting on ma name. real nigger from da hood. tried and tested by the pain and losses before he giv me good. I wana let you know Eat from this food. be filled by the truth. they were are the true niggers they dont got no filter. No fake nigger here They dont saw that even when they Owe me. I write of the debt. Watch me as i drown so much nightmares woke up screaming in ma bed. my life was mess. I saw they didnt care. Have mercy on me please. why do you take advantage of ma good. So I look Away I was scared to make eye contact I wana hide ma soul. I dont share wit nobod the people fro. these world they so cold. so you dont see ma pain. from the pure love what did i gain. dont really care people look at you and forget and judge you based on they see. But few are the ones. Look so now the only solution was to build a brigde. I wuld neva let u drink. I open the gateway to the one tht stare deep into ma soul. Pour out love tht gon warm u out inda cold. I dont ask for much cultivate on da love keep watering watch it grow. love is pure only tested inda hardships thats when we endure. Since you loved me before I do this. flowing on da mic so flawless. I guess you really liked me believed even before i had nothing in me when all i had was just a dream. all your past I peace how can we have a future if love dont forgive. you taught me love streches even beyond time. denying what I say is mine. and give love to da hard dying. I swear bcos of you I am glowing let da whole world know it. God had plan when he sent you in ma path. I will neva hate. dissapointed in da fact you culdve really kept me. Show when you see. Greet nothing more wht is common I have found peace. Forgive maself Gave love a second chance.