Still Trying

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Still Trying couple of years ago I had to start taking meds 28 years of rage dwelling in my head sometimes it boils over and over again scalding the parts of my body that were already thin reopening the wounds of times I have not forgotten scars to remind me of the friends that were so rotten I'm really trying hard, each and every day to not give into the feeling of wanting more pain at times it's difficult, I cant escape myself I cant escape this thought that I'm already in hell gaining weight from the pills, bury me alive right? I can still see the blood in the glow of the night light might be time to wash it off, but I like when it stays reminder that I'm still 6 feet over my grave I'm still alive, and I've got to cherish this life that I have been blessed with. I'm still trying x8 I'm still trying to find an exit to this maze maybe I'll always be a rat in a cage trained to rage from seeing my family go through it I was only age eight when all my self harm flew in I didn't even realize that my demons were starving teacher made me call home when she caught me carving but I only pretended to make that call possibly if I had I could've climbed my wall but instead it's been twenty years of my self torture personality disorders cutting corners is how I've sculpted my bridge above troubled waters looking back I see smoldering in the shape of altars I'm still trying -x -till end

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SkateaTree

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5 years ago

⚔️Ty Assassin 🍾

8 days ago

Keep grinding ✊ Bars: Dope 🔥 Delivery: Dope 🔥 Impression: Dope 🔥

Dozenaire TRu

8 months ago

Flow's dynamite, every verse hits with impact! 💣 Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Perfect 💯 Impression: Perfect 💯

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