chorus soo what oh soo what oh my Lord soo what oh my Lord soo what oh my Lordddddd Lyrics so what I used to be in special classes at least I wanted knowledge so what I use to wear glasses so what I used to do Michael Jackson but nobody understands singing and dancing was my passion so what I used to trust so many and now my soul is empty oh Lord save me father save me for disappearing so what I used to try to sell drugs to help my siblings oh I just wanted them to be happy without me oh Lord cant you see in my heart I'm unhappy oh Lord Father heal me save me guide me hold me please don't let go of me I'm just afraid everybody I love would die and leave I'll be all alone. freestyle Lord I'm sorry I didn't mean to lie or hurt my Makaylah I was feeling like leaving and never coming back because I was unhappy with myself and I didn't mean to make her mom think I was Lazy I regret it I regret it Lord Father I regret it I shouldn't never tried to sell my soul for fame and gold. Ending Lord I disobeyed you and I'm so truly sorry pops I know you hurting and I apologize for your pain mama I'm sorry for not being honest about who I am Family I love yall I just want yall souls to be in peace Makaylah I truly appreciate and apologize for everything I did to end the relationship you was my reason for not giving up on myself your the greatest girlfriend ever in my eyes and you always will I didn't mean to make your mom think of me wrong I was just afraid she wouldn't understand and the truth is still be thinking about you and praying that your heart is still fool of the love we shared.