Im Done

I'm done  classic nefarious thoughts ! I'm done livin this life!, being nice!   done with the cries! im done, done never seeing happiness with these eyes! doing ice, the good and bad highs! im done, done thinking about both my ex wives, looking back at all their lies! And most of all, im done, just fuckin done, with all my failed tries    and this is all i know to say "its just to hard to live this fuckin way" hello my name is depression let me tell you how your mind will became my possession  im the reason you feel lonely in a crowd nothing but failure will ever be allowed you will never be proud ideas lost up in the clouds ill be the emptiness you feel inside full of tears with all you've cried you'll never even want to go outside i am the weight that will drag you down when your life begins to look up ill be the feeling in your gut  that makes you think lifes just full of bad luck   everyone will think your lazy making you feel so fuckin crazy and you've seen alot of me latley  you will have no motivation only total frustration  knowing only separation  i will steal your dreams  they'll only be planned out schemes  everyone knows sadness but i promise you yours will be extreme i will consume your time so you will have none for anyone or anything besides me your mom will call you her mistake so your hope will be so easy for me to take  and a day will come when you have nothing but my pain to drag you to the ground scream all you can itll never help no matter how loud ill be the reason you feel like you are your own prisoner, in your head and for me there is no cure, just pain instead try any thing you want i promise there is no procedure, you will only be mislead  in time you will hate yourself for sure, never getting ahead.  it dosent matter if your rich or poor being sad lonley and unworthy is all you will have to insure if your life starts to feel great, ill be the reason you take a detour l never let you live secure  i will ruin your life, misery i will ensure. I'm done livin this life!, being nice!   done with the cries! im done, done never seeing happiness with these eyes im done doing ice, and the good and bad highs! im done, done thinking about both my ex wives, looking back at all their lies! And most of all, im done, just fuckin done, with all my failed tries  pause for music maybe all i needed was to tell someone the way i felt  its to late your hands been delt.  anytime i tried to share  a person who cared was so far less than rare now i just keep it all in and look off and stare i hope someone hears me i want the help i swear. but for me no time will ever be spared  oh lord, why dosent anyone ever show me they care I walk this world alone No one cares and thats been shown I will always be on my own I feel every thing and its all building up in my heart I can't say how i feel so it just tears me the fuck apart.  Day in and day out i barley make it through  As I try to grab onto any light  Im drug back into the darkness night after night and I'm done with that fight Overthinking every move, knowing now i was born to lose No, that aint what i choose.  But everyone sees me as worthless so whats the use. I'll always lose No ,Its not just a fuckin excuse I dont get the respect should No one has ever cared about me since my child hood So i must not be any good im Not just mistunderstood I walk Alone and thats the way i have alway stood. I'm done livin this life!, being nice!   done with the cries! im done, done never seeing happiness with these eyes! done doing ice, the good and bad highs! im done, done thinking about both my ex wives, looking back at all their lies! And most of all, im done, just fuckin done, with all my failed tries im Done I'm done with this life!  I'm done being nice!  I'm done fuckin with ice!  done I am done with all the cries!  I'm done never seeing happiness with these eyes.  I'm done thinking about both my ex wives! done  I'm done with the lies!  I am done with the good or bad highs! But most all I'm done with all my failed tries! done cuz im done with this life im done