You used to be my closest friend I used to tell you everything that I had You were the only one i’ve trusted I’ve loved So many things alike I thought that we’re one We took too many risks we’d lose our minds Our fortune never left us behind Though parents were happy I was just reckless child Smile on my face showed them i’m alive So telling you the truth the friend of mine Nothing hurts me more than your knife I saw the world we live in So tearing up my pillow I used to live in silence Now trying change my life I know I wasn’t perfect I used to be rude You stuck knife in my back I didn’t know what to do If I could turn back time then I’d stop blaming you I wish you knew I’d never choose him instead of you I see you in my dreams still can’t let you go Just wanna say goodbye and thank you for all You were my former friend and the last I can’t trust anybody cause my back is still in blood So telling you the truth the friend of mine Nothing hurt me more than your knife I saw the world we live in So tearing up my pillow I used to live in silence Now trying change my life