understand this

why you mad I aint that mad, came up from hard life mad sad wanting to change for everyone I had love to lift there souls from the roles and thwm goals achieved along my bumby was road, things I dis werent right and it showed but it turned my heart to gold just when thought it was turning cold from the dark I bestowed,it's what I chose but I finally got back on the brightside of the park and took a peace and tranquility love and calm and tires of all the hostility that been going on for so long hope it dies at the end of this song