#stateofmind #ep #yungtongue

Here comes another day but things feel outtaplace people change times become strange, heart starts to race, my hands start to shake nervously , I can see someone walkin up to the house it's social services saying grab your things, it's classed as an emergency say goodbye to your brothers and sister, little do they know it's hurting me, cutting me up just like surgery next thing I know, im on my way to a kids home telling them I'll never fit though, explosive temper n shit was bout to show, specially to members of staff who'd stand in the center n laugh and that's why this lads on a one man mission to of course cause a bloodbath 16 and my worlds collapsing to my feet, the news of my sisters death, what do I do? What do I use? isit drugs a booze? Someone to blame? Punch em straight to face n lose? So many paths but witch one to choose, then comes 2017 and shits as bad as its ever been, waking up to find my mother dead on the scene n even though we had our beefs rest in peace to a queen, but I don't think I can let history repeat its self shits damaged my health, ill revisit hell so god if your listening we might be heading toward that collision I'm letting it happen I'm no longer resisting, thoughts are twisting with the devil assisting beats I'll forever be killing I just think its kinds cool the way my mind plays videos that are chilling (haha)