like I still got feelings

I was the hero I was supposed to make it out of it I was the hero I was supposed to make it out of it I was the hero I was supposed to make it out of it I was the hero I was supposed to make it out of it now I got a knife and I'm staring at the mirror now I got a knife and I'm staring at the mirror now I got a knife and I'm staring at the mirror they all still think I got feelings I don't want to die but I sure don't want to be alive I don't want to lie I want to take you for a drive girl u are my life are u gunna take it like?? omg oh myyy ima take u for a ride