"First Off ' Christmas Special#1~Chris Bell

To kick off Today Sessions as when this was done it was technically 2:02, and without further adue Merry Christmas to all you. I gave an hour on a thorough listen through equalizing it the best I believed was for it didn't want it too loud but maybe I should've cause after a spark of a rhyme light was given to me and It guided me through it. I stepped inside real quick to grab Christmas wrapping for the gifts I have for my Mom Step Dad and younger Brother for when they wake up. I'm unexpectedly walking into my step dad who is mad for I'm still up after he's went to bed and he hands me a damn lantern saying here , here, take it use it ..if your gonna be out there all the time, and always just when I'm going to bed it seems your out there.... and I bought him a gift too!?! I was just lost in my Music that I was creating and I had to say sorry for that. I was also just awake like normal for I'm a second shift life and this is like my evening hours for people with normal lives. I also am a Fucking grown man and not some damn kid. As ya can see I was in garage. only spot I got where I'm able to actually do anything productive for my music with my hours im granted that time everyone else is usually asleep. he just misunderstood and as always misunderstands me because he chooses to like the rest of the public that around me already judge and view me . I've been being slept on for too long and I'm about to awake every motherfucker bout tired of this shit and I was just fuckin giving myself a present on Christmas that I cherish dearly. just a few minutes of feeling actually Alive is all I was asking for. and still no matter how awesome the feeling I get tested by who? God? just as weight was coming off my shoulders I feel like I'm holding my whole world up right now. I will not be defeated tho and this is a Christmas Special Session I came up with and the intro is First Off. and get ready cause I'm beyond fired up I'm boiling over the Top and no I'm not gonna get discouraged because my circumstances are always testing me to see if I have what it takes or will just do what I always do and stop. I think not. Merry Christmas Everyone and if it ain't so Merry keep ya head up it'll get better. I believe In You.~Chris Bell