remix my feelings

remix killer pain grief grieving but only growth from here i only get better with time and with the rhythm of my rhyme I write all day I can write all night just depends how my spirit reacts before I react to what I see and how I feel when feeding all of my time and demons to this microphone when I pick it up and close my eyes faded in zones zoning out when I get into any beat you can tell how I slang my verbs with aggression it's really impressive but to me it not important what I thought was important was thinking every one loves me but only shows me they shoulder even after I gave them money and time and patience something with time I could never get back not even a hello are a good bye just a couple of fingers with the dueces but remember when you said fuck me I said fuck you and everyone else they did me dirty that's why I ride solo dolo with my pistol took and my head high don't have to many friends man people and come and go you win some then you lose some they see you want even acknowledge you because where we come from even though I wasn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth and I wasn't the most popular in school are through out my life but I remained humbled and some people humbled me when I was in the wrong but some critics criticize hypocrite with different agenda I see when you need me to when you don't family don't fuck with you unless they need something from you are change when they got around new people but still need you in private whats the motive behind it and who knows of my business I consider you enemy because inconsiderate of my feelings