Still alive

look dirst name bryce take a good long look into my eyes its no mother fucking suprise that I'm still here breathing in air. as I sit here sheading tear after tear looking at myself in the mirror wondering when is these pain all gonna come to and end fuck Trump fuck Biden and the pandemic I'm I'll I'm sick but I'm thankful I'm still alive as I sit here and thank god for my life no shot no qorries no regrwts just plan out lies that I can no longer supply theres shit I cant seemed to hide lile the time my bestfromd died on november nineth I swear I wish I cpuld take it all back maybe I would be living in such a traumatic staatic in careserantion of pain all I can say is I think god I'm still alive yeah I think god I'm still alive Yeah I'm not trying to be a different me ya see I'm just trying to live in a clean invornment so I can cope god ease come swoop mw up and take away allheae streess and all these damn dope I dont want it no more I feel like I should be hanging froma short rope please wash away my sins hand me the soap wake me up when its all over I said wake me up when its all over yeah last name colder first. name brice my friends call me stack or ice I cant stand here any longer and pretend that were living in a perfect invironment I'm sick I'm bent my life's slowly falling to shot bit fickit I got to the studio and have a permanent date with these microphone yeah its like the plabrt done went cold and there not coming back I know it pretty fucking sad I swear I just wanna escape fate jist one tome I mean I dont eanna lose any more all I wanna do is win at life n I wanna stop and thank god I'm still alive I said ive been a he'll raising rebel from the sticks my whole life people been telling me to get a grip well I dont want my ship to sink I want it to sail up with heaven middle finger screaming fuck hell honestly I'm feeling I'll