i cant really deny right now that im sad working away from my pregnant wife i hate it bad got all the material things in life i used to think i wanted and boy was i confused either way i feel like i loose working my life away feeling used and abused maybe tomorrow will be better but right now idk. i hate all this anxiety i dont do drugs or alcohol sometimes i wish i did its stone call sobriety i am my own worse enemy stuck inside a bubble that wont bust who am i to trust but i just stay on the grind stone stackin paper got money on my mind homes