Never have I felt so sad, never have I felt this mad, Spent months trying everyone knows me I almost gave it everything I had, What she did was bad, left for no reason may I add, Hope one day she gets hurt like this it would be so bitter but make me glad, Yes I got the camero and yes I got Haylo, But my hearts smushed so bad you can put it in a bottle and use it like playdou, Just a another mistake though, just another heart break though, Just a house with a foundation that ironically caught a break though, Done making excuses, I’m about to loose it, Took two pills with some vodka and Nicol hoping to relieve stress and snooze it, I just keep losing’ I had it all it’s so confusing, Like walls my world fell apart to and I have no idea what the fick I’m doing, I still here alone, hoping to pick up the phone, Waiting To hear her voice you could say I’m like a dog waiting for a bone, But she gone, I knew it all along, It’s all a nightmare and I was always better off smoking out of a bong, I did everyone for you, I was always there for you, But now you left and I still honestly got no clue, all I know is But I’m hurting so bad, Yes I’m hurting so bad, How’d she hurt me so bad, Why’d she hurt me this bad, I’m searching for answers and not getting none, like why did I even try knowing I’m not good enough I’m not the type of person to run but I’m the type to hide, I was this close to driving off a bridge instead I wanted to crash into a tree and die, What they call an accident is really a suicide, I’ve already died inside so at this point what’s the point in even wanting to be alive, But why even breathe? Wouldn’t it be better to leave, A heart taken damage isn’t how life was meant or that fact supposed to be, At the end you’ve nothing less than a distant memory, causing me anxiety, every moment you said you loved me all use was doing was lying too me, Nothing here too see, just a story of some bitch who didn’t want me, No I’m not even hesitate, too many mental diseases, I’ve been broken so many times like a mirror always cracked into a million pieces,