Lost

I get lost in my thoughts Thinking bout whats gonna happen in the end In my life I know that I been through a lot Wondering what gonna happen when Im dead I'm just trying to live my life Wanna have kids wanna have a wife But that ain't gonna work we all gonna die It's the sad Truth  I would never tell a lie This world is so evil but this is the place we call home They won't poke me with that needle I won't let em do it  I know im not alone I'm broken You tore me apart now I got no emotion Left me in the dust feel like I'm corroding You don't understand this is my life I was chosen Got to make it out You don't know what I'm about Trying to make a change Care less about the clout Used to be a lame But I switch up my route make it in the game Show a different sound Since I was a kid I knew and make it big Help out the fam Get a crazy crib Be happy love the way I live love the way I live love the way I live I get lost in my thoughts Thinking bout whats gonna happen in the end In my life I know that I been through a lot Wondering what gonna happen when Im dead I'm just trying to live my life Wanna have kids wanna have a wife But that ain't gonna work we all gonna die It's the sad Truth  I would never tell a lie I be taking this s*** day by day Trying to get big Maybe one day My lifestyle is dark all I see is rain All up in my feelings like there's nothing to gain Gain But in the end we dont feel no pain I sin but im battling to change  At night that's when I sit and pray Im filled with anxiety today