asylum

im steady loooking at my life through reflections years fade as i drift into subjection need injections feel like an infection rotting flesh cancerous early detection every morning I sit back and watch the sun rise and i smoke a couple just to stay high then i realize my life is in shambles should i take a risk is it worth the gamble can't cope need to toke need to smoke plus I'm dead broke gotta steal for the Coke and i hit licks pill habit got me dope sick hanging around drugs thugs and lunatics I'm going crazy can't stop the voices in my head i overdosed a few times call me half dead medicated keep myself faded antipsychotics I'm heavily sedated i watch young mothers cry i ask why as all my soldiers drift away and die drive bys victims of homicide i even contemplated thoughts of suicide