I thought I was dieing Right now I'm bleeding inside Its never too easy for me This ain't the life that I wanted to live If these are for me then I'm dieing with it If aint em for me come & get rid of it I'm probably sick and tired of me Too many things can't be done all by me I went on my knees I prayed for my needs I walk outta street but🚦 couldn't get all my needs They said that you're God and you're indeed But How comes I pray and its getting so worst Sometimes I feel like Its heavenly curse Im writing to you this ain't just a verse I'm writing with tears 😭 this shit really hurts Its more like a prayer show some remorse Stop watching me sin so just I could be judged Its hard to survive in this lucifer"s Den Im pouring my heart I hate to pretend Just put to an end to all of my stress Just wanna be cool like j. Cole & weekend I know Im a sinner its all my fault Got lost in the act while fighting for spot I tried to be nice but lost it all thrice I want a good life so whatsup with price? If ain't that you're God I will come up with bribe But since you're God I will offer my tithe Look in my life and tell me its okay Ain't bout to quit cause nothing its is okay Too many things I can't even quill my whole life is ill Don't know what to feel