I knew I shoulda waited to confide in ya But I caught feelings i saw a different light in ya I forgot you had some demons fighting within ya But I got blindsided, more then friends became my agenda Every action has an equal and opposite reaction can’t force a vibe if it’s just a physical attraction Consumed by your attention became my favorite distraction Could stay in bed for days didn’t need orders from Gretchen like the seasons change so did my perception I was your ride or die until we got to the intersection Left me cold I blamed you for leaving me with no directions But the real problem was years of lacking self acceptance Time to pack the baggage and throw away this broken heart Maybe see my therapist again friends think thatd be smart The problem is I don’t like my thoughts picked apart keep it bottled behind the Henny once that’s gone maybe I’ll start Learning the difference between like, lust and love Breaking the addiction and this time I don’t mean drugs Find a real connection that ends with the ace of clubs Our generation just don’t get it just grab your phone and look it up Trying to remember what I was like before my mind corrupted Call me Susanna cuz this Girls interrupted Can’t break these walls it took 24 years to construct it Kinda smooth around the edges but my scars are rugged I feel like I still see you all the time in my mind I think our souls are intertwined Broken hearts can be repaired But there’s no fixing what isn’t there X2 Lavender and rose bubble bath with incense Smoke some weed and all my struggles make more sense There was a time I was always on the defense Childhood was a war that cost me my innocence But it’s all good I’m making mountains out a trench I still cuss out my neighbor for complaining about this stench I’m coming up spent long enough time warming the bench Corporate broad during the day come home and rap with omniscient I feel like I still see you all the time in my mind Rose colored lenses made me blind Don’t wanna keep trying I don’t like wasting me time But in my mind I still see you all the time