Don't judge me

still flexing no more resting I'm manifesting the life I want gotta work hard oh lord tell them I ant playing with them I got the holy spirit in me especially a demon I ant scared of it we vibing out smoking weed that's he needs to keep calm im never gone I stay up writing songs don't matter how long it takes my angry aches cant handle this snakes my God always been fateful to me I always have eights my dreams no longer waits come take the bait and accept your fate which gates awaits I been getting it like Thanksgiving plates but it be gone in a minute this money don't have no limit but it is wicket but its a ticket I know life a bitch but its mines watch out for the signs look what I can design just fine line after line I'm not gonna stop until I shine don't whine im assign to finish a song anytime this hard life of mines is what I must climb welcome to my prime where was God when I fuck up and repeat it there is alot of questions I have about the past I don't wanna hear it from a human because all of them lie your the only person im gonna ask why everything about you and they debate what is the really point of love all I do is get hurt than i hate im all alone why is it taking forever for you to come face to face why does everything thats happen good change im tried all the games i just wanna know whats right tell me where I'm going haven or hell nobody really cares about me but I got a story to tell my life is like a book they judging it still but they never got the time to read this shit i don't wanna learn about God in school and books because they never tell the truth how can i turn this dark world into light how can I speak to a person i never seen in my life how can I have fate where there is no hope how can I sleep when the devil don't let me rest no more lies or death everytime I say amen