had to quit them pills shit was killing me not physically shit but menatally trying to block the pain ...since I was a kid ..started at 12 my daddy getting raided momma turnen to drugs to help the pain an.. me an brother sitten at the house alone not knowing if monma was ever comen home. I took the roll and play his momma ..for my lil brother that started getting locked up ...took my mommas pills she had up in the cabnit ..it started that day I became an addict... Poppin pills drinking beer trying to hide the pain. that i hold so near.. six years passed my daddy out trying to raise a daughter that wasn't a child....overdosen I died on these pills doctor telling my parents I may not live..my life only got harder after this come to find out I'm pregnant with a daughter turned my life around had a lil babygirl 27days she left this world .. turnt to the only thing that I knew getting high sitten in this room talking to the sky asking god what to do.. liveb in addiction my mind in a haze feeling so lost in this world of a maze five kids later 2017 sitten in the court room the judge taken my kids taken my life my reason to live went to prison did my time 2019 is when i lost my mom in confinement on my knees crying to god did he really have to go and fuckin take my mom... 2020 was the year I was released I havent picked up a pill I've been set free never going back giving up that's the life I gave up only thing in my past I fuse to forget ' is the one thing the judge took from me that made me live