oooooooooo ooooo oooo yeaahh eaahh chorus all my life I've been pushed aside yea no grind im wasten time yea popin pills yea getting nearly killed yea cold and still yea loosing all my bills x2 I survived the suicide I survived the bitter nights I dont fuck whith no hoes im drinking 40s solo chorus you don't know what i go through i dream of things you not suppose too can't unsee what is not true I think I drank to much Booze chorus I still fight my demons I sleep and wake up screamin I cant protest what im feelin I need to play mind sweeping