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Mess with 'em Mess with my stress Mess with my lust Life isn't best I don't know how to trust Yeah.. Day to day I tried to mess with ' em Mess with my own depression My own rejections I thought of illusions While I am in the highs Everybody put my mind on this stage I know my chapter is wrong And I wanna turn the page Uh.. People tried to be nice But the darkness started to rise I know they gonna Mess with their depressions Mess with rejections Yeah.. Uh.. God know how to play with the clowns on the ground It always took a punch in the crowd I laugh as loud A man inside a round Yeah.. I locked up my brain inside with all the pain Motherfuckers talking all the shit as same I wiped out my tears off In a rain I cried a lot Nobody could see me again cuz, they said to get lost Yeah.. Uh.. Why I'm related to dump yo.. God I'm just a mess and your son yo.. God If I cry never mind Cuz, I love this pain I'm alright I blamed my girl in the roadside But the pain shows inside Atlast thought about suicide Mess with my stress Mess with my lust Life isn't best Yeah.. Life is like a mind game Hiding inside all the pain I becomed a shame for all to say my name I'm alright Yeah.. My words are becoming too slow cuz, I'm feeling too low Everybody made me crazy An underdog still chasing in a lazy Now shows ageing Yeah.. All the homies Givin their dad a high five Unfortunately, I see my dad inside the coffin I can only give him a bye bye I becomed the clown for no reason I blamed myself that I'm inside a prison Yeah.. I wished I was dead... Uhh.. I tried to Killin the bills in this skills and I failed for the trails But i'm still sails in this pain of ocean Now I'm almost eaten alive by these tension Yeah.... Anxiety is killing me Messing like a lady I'm a dumb, you baby You made me crazy Yeah... I will never give up Never shows down I'm inside a bound My brain screamed a loud Uh.. Broken parts in my heart will never heal They put me inside a cage and sealed I'm drowning I'm crawling Like a savage, you put me in this bin I'm just sitting and blinking Yeah... Uhh.. Mess with my stress Mess with my lust Life isn't best I don't know how to trust My bad luck... Fuck This life sucks Let me try to penetrate these words through your heart Cuz, I'm feeling low and fly's through the wind as a bird Some people shows the sympathy (fuck this truth) I will pray for their ceremony Yeah.. Godamn, I put myself in frustration You will never realize the meaning of life's conclusion Uh.. I have to say You must know the fucking truth I'm the real one With a real gun Put the trigger in my fucking brain Blow the brain As you Sayin I'm lyin as you wished in this bin Yeah... Look at me now I'm just a monster They said how... I becomed a creature Yeah... Messing with myself Now I want some help