inspiration spillin out of me sad you had to see that evil side of me you can always confide in me cut my wrists and I bleed my family tryna right my wrongs been off the path for way to long some reason god keep blessin me while my demons are testin me this is my testimony lately I've been lonely lately I've been fadin in out feelin phony losin myself back slidin tyrna put my wrongs in the writing tired of these highs I've been riding been skydiving time pull the shute and start glidin I miss the me that would keep striving i say I'm evolving but im lyin I sit in my car all night crying all these drugs got my brain fryin comin to terms with I never loved myself drinking every bottle on the shelf shattering my health screamin out for help idk why he keep blessin me