living on virtual energy (love)

killin me slowly feel like I'm gaining lonely got shot at when I was 11 that straw was 2 Damm closely now im 16 growing becoming a king the next big thing hope the future calls me an says my name in the hall of fame saying sorry but it still don't feel the same im 16 there's to much to gain my biological in prison hope i dont end the same thats a life of shame 14 i found out the pain killers don't numb the pain thats why I live in the saying fuck reality an live in mentality love jus means living off virtual energy my life isn't lovely now I gotta step dad filling in the hole in my heart it feels like he was here ever since the start 15 my girl left me a broken heart wasn't the drugs killin me it was me thinking to live in my mentality an depression killin me it was presurin popping prescription stolen from my grandma i found out it aint healin anything had me singing love but I swear it didn't mean anything