why did she leave me why did she go cheating behind my back and I didn't even know my son was just born 3 months old bitch broke my heart left me all alone so I kick back sip a little liquor drown out my pain I'd do anything to hear her calling my name damn I'm pathetic nobody feeling sympathetic Feel rejected,disrespected neglected When it ended it was hectic So I'm praying for a message Can you feel how I'm affected I was protective no domestic Brain infected loves subjective Living reckless got arrested Sex was unprotected Then we had a baby life got crazy I was invested shit I couldve prevented But you went back with your ex Guess sex don't mean a thing I was drinking and thinking about a wedding ring There was a time when you loved always had my back Now all I got is memories haunting me from the past It never last Man I really miss your laugh And thats a fact Running from my pain like it's track Now we beefing Only see my son up on the weekend You been creeping Im soul searching and seeking For answers Shit eating at me like a cancer Sometimes I think bout laying with the blackbirds Drinking was a factor Damn I miss your laughter If I had a chance to change it Rearrange it Fucking with your ex you on some lame shit Same shit Every single day Things don't go my way Broke from child support I pay So here I lay Hoping for a better day This shit is gay Playing games I still hearing your name So I sit back Spitting facts On this track On the attack Shit is whack That's a fact Skills I lack Got the Mack To my brain Shits insane Fuck the fame Nothing change Feel afraid Feeling pain Why you always playing these games