i,m going through a lot things know one knows of. hiding behind a smile and I hope that someone solves it. looking in the mirror but don’t recognize my reflection I feel no connection to this life that’s my Perception collecting all these memories and projecting them with subliminal tragedy we’ve done this more then once where the fuck is our sanity. overdosed on bad decisions I lost my buzz RIP to who ever the fuck I thought I was. and it hurts I can’t stop this drinking nothing I say seems to sink in. reckless thinking I’m sinking I’ll wait tell this buzz kicks In. and I know you just want me to stay away. destruction underway. the truth is I’m not OK I’ll call you in the morning. but the morning never came today’s not the same addiction took my name. and it’s sad things will never be the same I’m forgotten in this darkness but forgetting is the hardest.