ColdWorldReally

Born 80 Through the matrix of Kelly into cold cold world really Foster care barely put food in my belly But then came Valerie and Gregory. they took care of me. perfect no but family. but inside of me something was empty even tho kept smile with me but Really wasn't happy abandonment issue crappy school trouble cause my hair wasn't nappy enough everyday niggas was getting at me rough I was getting bullied bad man till I got tired what was happening had enough that's when I became the bully and gave an back they own action plis but I was acting out so bad by then kick out of Dekalb system new school district but situation wasn't even tho it was different. off the chain there too fighting and slapping faces. my introduction to court cases but they lied to jamm me up wasn't fair but I'm the one who really put me there anyways. dropped out. college last thang I was talking bout took to the street more Started hit licks for real lost and spinning didn't know how to live. risky through the community. you sleep Id be all in your house. a real creep. at your refridge eat take you pistols and ammo and dip. Lord. Mercy. can't believe I'm even here to put breath to this verses. excuse me while I vent a little. I can't tell you everything I did. I can't tell you all I been through The purpose is to reach a few. I was dark. I was depressed stomach twisted and stress. but my nail to the flesh different burns down my arm self inflict. Them demons had me mind got sick 12 dodging all through the sticks. whole police force through the wood broke in abandoned house dehydrated water woulda been good. oh how many time.. I was on the deep part of the dark part of the city of my mind was full of crime and slime. hated the sunlight slept during the day came out at night like fables Really can't believe I ain't in a grave yard feel like I'm on my millionth chance how did I slip through my God when a devil out to get you I wore a mask most could even see I was slick with it believe me wasn't loyal to no one didn't care. was out for self greedy and a sneak if truth tell chasing highs and loves the shadows scheming and plotting my next robbery thievery through the A. nightly routine felt stuck in a real bad dream could wake so I stayed hated and loved it all at once crazy I know but that was me. not glorifying my nasty ways but made to a place of honesty wish I could talk to my younger self and walk my younger self out the self created miseries and tell him that a better way takes a choice to believe in opportunity and to dream and to fight early for what matters cause hanging and hooding around ain't no sort of answer street dap and rap with ya and all that but sane streets will swallow you whole how many tho looking for its embrace and won't know till they feel the cold themselves when it unfold least expected. your own homeboys flipping like pancakes wolves and snakes and when your own cousin be the causation of your wake don't get caught up listen please to someone went before you and already know and seen Them days gone pass fast like quick telling you. don't have to look back and regret if you switch up on your step today there more to you. Tryna prove how thug you are is stupid cause one of these days you gonna meet a real shooter like Cupid and when he shoot he ain't gone miss and And he be the one to take out your future when he blow it out like hooka. ooo ya truth there.... for who care.... ooo ya