she don't love me anymore I'll just be here right on the floor I know it's not her fault in my heart keeps screaming for more but I can't help it she's the only person that I can adore I feel like I am losing but nobody's even keeping score I needed me some love I wasn't even looking for a war now I got this whole deep in my chest that she tore I know it's been forever I should just move on whatever but anxiety is clever holding onto rainy weather hoping for a sunny day it's only getting darker than my demons out to play I'm only falling farther so much farther away I found me an old picture yet throw that s*** away that's reminders to the pain of yesterday. I don't even want to take it one day at a time I just want to put another bar on a line. to get better and refine. so my feeling reassign. to never think of you would be for me to go to heaven. I'll never give my heart away I'll take this as a lesson. i spent big time feeling like im less then worth it. i spent way to long thinkin youre perfect.