I think of myself and all I see is black My minds so Empty and my life’s of track I try and I try but nothing ever good enough I can’t tell no body cos they all going through some stuff I grew up to quick , to rough My friends and family they don’t know the stuff Maybe if I was kinder I would have more friends But it’s always a reminder that the shit never ends I put of my makeup and I smile away When I try and talk to you you got nothing to say I find it funny when you say your always there Cause when I come to your for help it’s like you don’t care I know the world I’ve seen it be cruel So don’t try to mess me about I ain’t no fool I hope one day I’ll make it far I wish i wish on a shooting star I need change u need space Am sick of being everyones fucking disgrace I wanna make myself proud and I wanna shout my name loud u wanna be on a stage looking at the crowd I no it will never happen but I can always dream In my mind I will always be the next fucking supreme I can’t find myself am just so lost You say you know me nah I think you got me crossed