trying to be clean

I try and try to be clean. But this drugs Are holding a good grip on my. I just came out of rehab.again. For the 12 time. It’s like the drugs wount get out of my body. But i Will not stop. I Will Keep fighting to the day i die. I Dreams about being clean and FREE. Stand tall like a tree. Be a man for my kid. Get New friends and a real lady. That can help my make it. I never Come Whit escuses. I take it on my self. Cause it's only me to blame. Ooh. Im so tierd of this game. But SOON its gone end. Ref:as long as im healty. Im gone make it. Please help my. I need a safty. So dont leave my. 2: