Just For Today

just for today today im lovin livin yesterday i wasn't livin because ive been given so much more than hope thinking i was done with dope thoughts of what if somewhere between letting go and Holding on you could find the courage to love again is there a path from being unable to move on and just holding on to being in love again. every memory a life lesson you've learned then you grew with less stressing you know where you were wrong no more guessin ever fail now a blessing. as i start my days alone all i can think of is my family home complete and filled with love with wasted years full of tears and drug induced fears now im praying and daily saying im just waiting for my family to be here. knowing this cant happen no matter how hard I pray makes my life so much harder to get through everyday. fuck the past im out at last fuck the past im done at last fuck it, dont ask no longer fear moving on with all the new courage i know own ill never stop growin just getting better till my very end lifes tough, but me, itll never break im just to fuckin great fuck the past im moving on at Last fuck it,nah don't ask just say it with me, fuck the past over the hell of it at last felt like i lived my life in a full body cast livin that street life so long now coming out the trash being the only one not wearing a mask just about whooped my ass now just livin life like, fuck the past i don't give a fuk at last im out the cast yall need to tak off your mask you can kiss my kiss my mother fuckin ass.